Saturday, September 22, 2007
I must vent.
Really. I must. This blogger thing hasn't been on my mind for what seems like forever. I don't remember I owned a blog. Or that I used to indulge myself in writing. Primarily because along the way, the interest to sit in front of a computer became a bore, and a chore. So writing was the last thing I wanted. Also because I'm usually on a weird duty schedule like 2-10 ... I'm home at 10.30 or 45. Latest by far was at 11 - craving for the feel and comfort of my bed.
Lie there. Do nothing. And think.
Although I must admit, I did more thinking before than I am doing now. My thoughts usually are about things that are *STILL* too far to reach, and MOSTLY inane and insignifant things like, "when do I get to dye my hair lighter?" or "should I go for hair perming or stick to thin and straight `do" or "when can I go on a shopping spree again?" as I make a list of things I need to get :D (You don't blame, girls will be girls)
Gladly though, by thinking those, I'm a little convinced life is doing well for me. I mean who the hell is stupid to think of hair dyes when others are having their own huge problems, RIGHT? And thank heavens I don't deal with the past anymore. Or that I've actually locked them up in a box, somewhere at the back of my mind.
Whew. I'm back to my elements. I'm, being my daldal-self. I'm happy I'm back. Even if like I said, this feels like I am talking to myself. Don't we all? In our diaries? The only difference is, this online blogging makes you feel like you left your diary, somewhere - out in the open. :)
Gosh. And can you believe September's ENDING?
October, and it will be semestral break, and then another crazy term for me ... And here comes the Holiday high. I'm almost feeling it.
...And darn it I'm broke. I am always jes broke. I wonder why. :D
So I'm making an effort to Cutting back, to save money and go shopping, like we all do a few weeks (for some, it's months - w/c I say is smart thing) Christmas. I'm excited. I think I'm forever a fan of holidays.
Anyway, So today, all I ever did was to lie in bed, reading e-books, and playing Hangman. What a loser. Haha. I've been reading Shopaholic series again for the nth time, all of them - I jes finished the first book, and Shopaholic Ties The Knot. It entertains me, what can I do, I was bored out of my mind?!
Although it did give me backaches and pain in the neck - I don't mind, I loved it. Plus I missed reading. I usually switch books, like if the story gets boring, I take a break and look at my Nursing books. Hah! :D That way I don't bore myself too much haha.
And tomorrow, will be a crazy, crazy day. That's all I need to say.
PS: Will be writing more often :)